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Here some facts why some of my difficulties are taking so long
What the Lord dose to provide, still amazes me it shouldn't but it dose. He is always so generous. As you know i had to stop cognitive rehab, I have had to stop the sleeping pills, and some other medicines because of how my wife left me financially, the blood money is now going to something good, through several different organizations, the devil put to much focus on it lets see him mess with it in Gods hands. Solved that problem, I am going on disability benefits for awhile the emotion stuff of my family walking and turning there back on me has been allot combined with financial stress, now my income goes way down but my lawyer says she'll have to help. I am not signing a divorce or another thing, I am going to fight to see my kids who she thinks they should not be alone with me. My book is so close to done, and i hope world hope can helps lots of people through it. Down the road i am going to put out a book called diaries of a confused individual, lots of emotional daily accounts as the enemy works against the person fight to Christ. I know I will prevail in the end with My Jesus it just hurts for things to get this bad, there is so much material it could be 2 books. No that I am just a volunteer I get more freedom less money but the Lord will provide. My job with my disabled friends I will volunteer there, doing, people first, tools of Life "bridging abilities through Technology, I am now part of RENA a group of geeks who share and brain storm for new things to help I am a geek and proud of it. I will volunteer my service in HR educational, that way when i am well a couple years down the road I got myself a Job. Now when I take several weeks off to do these missions that I know God is putting in heart, I can with out it causing problems everywhere, even got a pal for my Dog Butchy, i do miss my family and still have a hard time believing My wife thinks I am not safe with my own kids, Any ill get some rights as much as i can get my schedule I 100% flexible. Don't forget our 1st mission meeting is this Tuesday and we hope to be joined by CDA's group they have lots of mission experience. I have a sponsor for my first mission which praise the Lord is soon only 15 days but a fact finding mission. To see the need a develop a plan of their needs and our group planning and maximizing what we can accomplish. The power of the Lord in my life is incredible, it is enough to keep me going, I hope his plan is for me to get back my family I so need them to be all I can be. And I pray in time they realize that about me.
Praise God for everything for that is his will in you Life Good bless Pastor Craig
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