Maybe I am dying maybe I am not, it sure feels like it a slow death gripped

by the reality of a un forgiving world that has a constant momentum of

relentless attacks and painful truths of abandonment. As the emotions of

injury or just plain going nuts combined with stress unmanageable, combined

with headaches and heartaches that worsen with time.  The simple reality is I am not

and more than likely cannot heal where I am surrounded by the evil that lingers from

a life that I built and more than likely deserve.  So my chance to heal if I have a chance

would be to find somewhere that peace might enter my soul.  Perhaps a chance to forget

or start over.  Is there a place in this world for me or am I destined to die a life dealt by

people who don't care, can't care or don't want to care.  If you know a place for me let me know

maybe I am to journey to the unknown.  I am free of all people where I am it has been decided for me.

So lets see what draws me to where and new doors that God has in store for me.

Email me maybe you hold my answer imaginationman@msn.com

Pastor Craig